Depression is not a sign of weakness, it means that you've been trying to be strong for so long

i am in such a distressed situation right now that every little things will tick me off, i'm not in the mood for raya, and i just realized that i haven't been drawing flowers and teddy bears anymore. That's how uptight i am right now. And when my team lead made a joke about having to re-do my work ( which should take a year to finish, but we're only given 3 months ), i just said "Oh, it's you who are going to re-do it if that happens, I'm going on a fake maternity leave".

Seriously, I don't care anymore. The day before aku dah naik suara dengan boss, which caught him by surprise coz selama ni aku senyap je. Come on, don't think you can bully me that far. Sebelum tu, aku tak tidur lena 2 malam fikir apa benda aku nak cakap tau. If you want a deal with me, you better come prepared, and i'm not even talking about monetary compensations, since I've decide it's not worth trading my soul for.

That's it. Rasa yang lama ku pendam.



- Posted using BlogPress

Motivasi pagi

"Andainya jodoh terus tak kesampaian sehingga penghujung usia, itu bukanlah lambang kekurangan, yang jelas beban yang tidak perlu digalas. Tanggungjawab dan kewajipan perkahwinan bukanlah mudah, andainya gagal dipenuhi ia mendatangkan dosa. Pada mereka yang tidak berkahwin hingga ke sudah, mereka bebas dari sebarang persoalan berkaitan hak-hak pasangan di akhirat kelak. Memang betul perkahwinan adalah laluan mudah untuk ke syurga, tetapi andainya gagal menjalankan tanggungjawab yang membawa dosa adalah lebih baik hidup tanpa perkahwinan pun."

"Sepatutnya kita tidak perlu terlalu risau oleh jodoh yang lambat tetapi risaulah kalau jodoh itu nanti hanya memberi kesusahan pada kita."

- Dr HM Tuah Iskandar


*28.8 belum penghujung usia lagi and I'm still looking... Haha


- Posted using BlogPress