zombie

kepada sesiapa yang ingat aku macho and berani sebab duduk sorang-sorang satu rumah.....think again

I have parts of my soul that go scaredy-cat as well

sakit kepala malam tadi coz I woke up on every hour....dahla I slept with the lights and TV on....

just need to drown out the noises....

now nak check kat reception siapa yang tido kat bilik atas bilik aku...

bising aaa bunyi tapak kaki dia.. tak tido ke hape

Madame Cleo the Clairvoyant

Firstly, nak buat disclaimer dulu; I went to see a psychic for fun ye kawan-kawan, not that I believe in it or anything like that.....this was back in April 2010, masa tu we went to Dreamworld at Gold Coast..in between rides and the dizzy after-effects, we just walked around and found this place... we saw from the window a very impressive mystical looking lady tengah cakap-cakap dengan a client, so curiosity made us went into the shop..kat dalam kedai tu jual trinkets je sebenarnya...while the consultation is done in a separate private room

TC yang banyak duit paid AUD60 for a 40 minutes consultation with this lady while I kill off time window shopping at the souvenir shops.. 40 minutes later, I found an awestruck TC standing under a tree... blabbering about how spooked he felt during his session with Madame Cleo.. details of what she told TC is not mine to disclose la kan... but it managed to influence me to pay AUD30 for a 20 minutes session pulak.

Madame Cleo is a Peruvian lady...I don't know the details of how she get to Gold Coast, but she kept saying how difficult life is for common people in Peru)...she started with asking me my name and my age, since how old I am determines which hand she should read my palm from...but since I'm in my late twenties, she read both of my hands...

Erm....nak tau ke apa yang dia cakap? Well....she said that I'm creative, I will be very successful in my career, I will travel really a lot (she said she has never seen that much travel lines on other women's hands), I will get married before I am 30, I will have a caring and supportive husband who adored me not just because I'm pretty but also because I'm smart (hahaha)...she also said that I'm very fertile and I have to be careful (sebab kat Peru kalau fertile banyak anak then susah nak jaga), but since I'll get married in my late 20's, I'll only have 3 kids: 2 boys and a girl...ahhhh...how cute, I've even picked out names for them already ;) ..

After she finished with palm-reading, we moved over to reading tarot cards. Now this is a part that I know something about. Me and my friends play tarot cards for fun, and we like to read them for things regarding our current crush to when exactly will the pipes in my bathroom burst. I can even do this kind of reading using the normal deck of cards (daun terup biasa tu). Tapi, dah lama bersara coz it started to make me feels creepy. Madame Cleo told me to ask some questions so just for fun, I asked her about the guy that I had a crush on at that time. She told me to forget it coz he doesn't like me as much. I still hang out with that guy once in a while, and yeah she was right coz I don't have a crush on him anymore now that I knew him better. She also told me that I have a secret admirer in the office. Haha. Whatever la Madame Cleo.

Madame Cleo also told me that I have a lot of good lucks that I can rub off on people.. She asked me to get her something for good luck. Sanggup tu godek-godek drawer dia cari name card. This is the last name card that she has at that time, and she gave it to me, so I can contact her anytime. Of course I thought it's just her usual gimmick...but later when I asked TC, he said he didn't get any cards and his session went quite differently as well. My session lasted 15 minutes longer than it should and I didn't even have to pay extra. She wouldn't have known that we went to Dreamworld together either, coz when I came in to meet her, TC went off to ride the Tower of Terror.

So, kesimpulan dari cerita ni, sapa-sapa nak good luck, boleh la kasik I "pengeras" ye....I promise I won't rub off my not-so-good luck (in love, so far) to you...

Have a good CNY break y'all!!!

things I'm obsessed with since yesterday

http://eforum1.cari.com.my/archiver/?tid-490300-page-1.html

bengong kan saya?

ha ha

• Libras are plain hearted people and naively expose their need for life.
• It is very normal to find Libras suffer from heart-breaks initially in relationships.
• But Libra individuals are known for making strong come-backs in life.
• Once they learn their lesson, Libras prove to be very matured and composed partner.

I Write Like...

My friends Fatma and Hana checked out this website  I Write Like and check out which author are their writing style most similar to. All you have to do is copy and paste anything that you have written into the empty box and they will get analyzed. I put in the piece I wrote about food and friends and here is the result:

I write like
Cory Doctorow

I Write Like by Mémoires, journal software. Analyze your writing!

So, who is this Cory Doctorow? I got this from Wikipedia:

Cory Doctorow (born July 17, 1971) is a Canadian blogger, journalist, and science fiction author who serves as co-editor of the blog Boing Boing. He is an activist in favour of liberalising copyright laws and a proponent of the Creative Commons organisation, using some of their licences for his books. Some common themes of his work include digital rights management, file sharing, and post-scarcity economics.

What happened when I put this "pantun" in Bahasa Melayu Sarawak?

Apek tua menjajak sireh, Sireh dijajak denganlah budu, Cantek molek kamek sik mileh, Asal jangan mata mengkudu.

Anak manok terciak ciak, Anak bekut empirok bah batang, Orangnya tua macam nembiak, Siknya sedar maut mok datang.

I write like
James Joyce

I Write Like by Mémoires, journal software. Analyze your writing!

macam haram punya application.. :S

100th post

yes, this is my 100th entry in this blog. to my friend TC, I told u I will keep writing...bluek!

Actually the reason why I haven't been dusting this blog is because I wanted to write something special for the 100th entry and then reward the first reader of this entry to a nice meal...on me. Heheheheh....but I feel like a narcissist la pulak...hence the lack of idea.

However, a stupid quiz I took in FB compelled me to write about it. It's a quiz for the singles only. And this is my result:

Your Result, (retake):  Stop Everything RIGHT NOW and call your "Back-Up Plan"

Congratulations, your Soul Mate is single, available right now and you have their phone number saved on your cell phone. You most likely talk to this person all the time. The problem is, you are too busy looking for that right person in all the wrong places. You have been dumped and disappointed countless times within the past few years, all because the people you've been chasing are too busy looking for their Mr or Mrs Right the same way you are. That is why you fail at love almost every time. But, you have 1 perfect partner in your life right now that you consider your 'back-up plan.' You don't want to attempt to date your 'Back-Up Plan' because if it doesn't work out then you are left starting from scratch. Its time to put that person center stage 'NOW' because it is quite possible that they are moving on and about to drop you totally. Who is that person you talk to regularly that may live out of town or isn't quite the 'winner' you're looking for, who always is honest, makes you feel good whenever you speak to them, has gone out of their way to accommodate you and would do anything for you if you asked? It's time to give them a call because you won't be able to much longer

Hmmm.....I guess in a way I do have backup plans....some individuals that I knew since long long time ago...who'll always entertain to my beck and calls.

But I don't think this is the time though.

I just want to embrace life as it is.

Free spirited.

I'll take my chances when I really really need to do so. (i.e when I need to reproduce...haha)

It's just a silly FB quiz to begin with, anyway.


and just to see how silly it is, I took some more quizzes and this  "Who will you marry??" quiz.

the answer is...jeng jeng jeng...

Your Ex!

You might have done something wrong with him but theres still love there and you should expiriment with that one more time♥


alahai....sah quiz muiz kat FB ni semua bangang dan tak boleh pakai..

P/S: by the way, the meal deal is on

my body is asking me to slow down

Since SSP9599 10th year reunion in early November, my weekend has been filled with activities that the only time I get to rest is on weekdays...itu pun half of the time I will still go out after work....I'm more appreciative of the time that I get to spend at home in front of my TV...huhu...


sepanjang 2 bulan ni, there were only 2 weekends I spent at home. 


and today, finally I got sick. sakit sampai kena ambik MC.


huhu.


I have to slow down.


and think about getting settled.


I won't say that there will be no more traveling in 2010.


it will be reduced....maybe around 30-50%, for a start.


which will leave me time to contemplate about my life and my future.


until now, I pretty much don't give a damn about anything and everything.


it's about time to start thinking again.


i start this year on very positive note and feelings.


i know that i will be fine.


despite body aches, sore throat, hingus dan batuk that I'm having right now.


as for this blog, i will try to keep writing even though i'm not so much in sharing mode right now.


i'll think up of something else to write.


haha


macamla korang nak sangat baca

kamek, kitak dan sidaknya

doh beladoh lanang
lanang juak di kaki dulang
molai mabok bukan setegal pinang
mabok beraie si anak urang
alopp......


siapa diberaie kamek tok?
kamek pun sik tauk...
suk kedirik jak kali

sekpala
ilek-ilek isap gam kata mek orang time matrik dolok
nang ada pun sidak ngisap gam time matrik

oh bakal gerekku
walau di mana kitak berada...
datangla carik kamek di Miri tok...
yarabi
kenja alu
apa dikerepak oleh perempuan tok kat blognya

lalekla...blog kamek sukatila kamek nak tulis apa

*peace*

nota "ba wau nun wau ha" diri

this is what I planned to write until I thought better not to write about negative things...

takut jugak kalau come true

just for the record my sequence number masa naik flight tadi is #13

can u believe it? there's no row 13 in airplane seats, or check-in counters, but there is a 13 in the sequencing number.

takpela 13 tu nombor bertuah bagi aku

till then, people

luahan hati seorang katak puru

Salah ke kalau aku membatukan hati aku?
Salah ke kalau aku rasa bercinta ni pointless?
Salah ke kalau aku enjoy my life to the max while still in this hiatus mode?
Salah ke kalau aku serahkan semua kepada Allah?
Salah ke kalau aku anggap membalas sms itu adalah usaha (walaupun tak seberapa)?
Salah ke kalau aku menunggu orang yang sependapat dengan aku?

Janganlah lecture-lecture aku.
Aku tau apa yang aku nak.
Aku takkan kahwin for the sake of kahwin.
But at the same time, aku tak nakla bercinta.
Penat. Macam sekarang ok. Kenal-kenal without commitment.
Kalau dah commit nak kahwin baru boleh bercinta.
Kalau tak berani, nasib aaa. Aku carik orang yang berani.
Kalau terlepas, aku anggap je takde jodoh.
Tak semua makhluk Tuhan yang berpasangan ni gembira.
Kalau semua gembira, orang yang kerja kat mahkamah syari’ah boleh goyang kaki.
Memetik kata-kata kawanku seorang duda,
“Aku mengambil jalan yang orang lain tak berani ambil. Aku memilih penceraian dari hidup tanpa sefahaman. Agak radikal berbanding teman-temanku yang memilih untuk terus hidup dalam ikatan yang sudah tidak membahgiakan, kerana mereka takut akan kesunyian.”

Tolonglah percaya bila aku cakap aku gembira macam ni.
Kita ni manusia, under the guiding hands of God.
InsyaAllah, when everything is right, automatic hati akan terbuka.
Janganlah cakap aku memilih dan akan menyesal di kemudian hari.
Tak baik tau cakap macam tu. Mendoakan yang tak baik pulak.
Aku punya gut instinct cakap aku patut rileks aja.
It’s nice to have yourself at the top of your priority.
Lagipun, aku happy.
Dengan family dan kawan-kawan yang aku suka.

Tak caya?
Tengok gambar-gambar aku di facebook.
Sikit punya lebar aku senyum.


P/S: nak share a bit lagu jiwang yang saya suka:

Dari Hati Ke hati

Tinggilah tinggi
Tinggi tinggi burung di awan
Akhirnya engkau turun
Akhirnya turun mencari kawan

Terbang di awan
Turun mari ke dalam taman
Kalau mencari kawan
Mencari kawan biarlah padan

Bukan sahaja
Bukan saja kita kemari
Kita bercinta
Curahkan rahsia hati ke hati

Burung tempua
Sana sini mencari sarang
Kalau hati dah suka
Samalah kita terbang pulang

Kalau

Dulu-dulu, aku selalu dengar kawan-kawan aku yang pure orang Kuching selalu gelakkan cara orang Miri bercakap….generally, lebih kurang je bahasanya, tapi tune je berlainan…aku tidak termasuk dalam orang-orang yang mengutuk itu sebab:

1. aku tak suka kutuk orang (unless if it is sarcasm over something that they’ve actually done)
   
2. my bahasa Melayu Sarawak is mixed. My dad is a pure bred Kuching-ite while mom is a Kedayan who has her own native language. So, masa aku kecik-kecik dulu, the way I talk is a cross between Melayu Sarawak and Melayu Baku. Bila bergaul dengan kawan-kawan kat sekolah baru berkembang sikit perbendaharaan kata. But still not good enough to figure out certain words that my dad used. Some of my friends siap ingat I dah tak pandai cakap Sarawak pure sebab spent too long living in KL. Memangla diorang ni suka komen pasal orang.

Antara yang paling suka orang ejek ialah perkataan “kalau” yang selalu digunakan oleh orang Miri….sebab orang Kuching guna perkataan “mun”. So, if a Kuching guy ask you where you are from and you said you are from Miri, then he will say…”oh, kalau kalau kalau”…

As for me, aku takde masalah. Aku kan campuran orang utara dan selatan Sarawak. Kalau something tu lawak, orang Miri akan cakap ‘cali’. Takde masalah, sebab dalam bahasa mak aku pun kitorang cakap ‘cali’. Aku rasa asal-usul perkataan ni adalah disebabkan oleh Charlie Chaplin yang suka buat lawak.

So, apalah masalah aku? I realized I’ve been using a lot of “kalau” in my sentences and conversations lately. Up to the point that IT IS BUGGING ME, that I actually stuttered or stop for a while to think of other words to use besides “kalau”.

I think maybe I’m evolving into orang Miri and am in denial. Buktinya, look at all the flight itineraries to get out of here on alternate weekends.

Aisshhhh…..kalaulah….

berangan tak sudah

Datuk Idris Jala telah mengangkat sumpah sebagai Senator semalam.

Sebelumnya, dia merupakan Pengarah Urusan MAS (syarikat penerbangan tambang mahal yang tak kasi kurma pun kat dalam flight time berbuka - tapi at least kasi kacang)

Sebelumnya lagi, he was on the company that I'm working now punye payroll.

Which means, I have the chance in Senate as well. My friends masa kat UM dulu told me that I ada bakat ganti Datuk Seri Rafidah Aziz (dan pakai baju kurung yang lebih cantik dari baju dia).

So, maybe I should start working hard now, be visible, then get promotions after promotions until dapat jadi MD at such a young age. Then, maybe one of the GLCs will pinjam me as their CEO. Then Senate. Then, jadi PM wanita pertama di Malaysia. Fast forward a few years - world domination. Wahahahahaha.

Which reminds me of my another analogy for day-dreaming...

Seorang anak raja sebuah negeri di Semenanjung yang hensem, married to a lady who works in the oil and gas industry, who have a chemical engineering degree.

That also could be me.

Ta-ta for now. Nak pergi cari anak raja.