This post gave me peace - Ummu Hani'

Have you ever had that niggling thoughts at the back of your mind that "karma is getting back at you?"

Common perceptions and 'mulut-mulut orang' a.k.a pressures from people around you also does not help much. I was always wondering if I've made a couple of this so-called "menolak rezeki" until I found this story, and it kind of gives me a sense of peace, knowing that I'm not destined for a life of condemnation after all.....well, of course my reason(s) were different, but nevertheless I've prayed for God to guide me into the right direction. Baik atau buruk, akan terbongkar jua oleh waktu.

Now that I've spiked your interests... you can read that post HERE

Wallahu'alam

By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept

“Love is like a narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day, you want more. You’re not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things. You think about the person you love for two minutes, and forget them for three hours. But then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. Now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. If he’s not there, you feel like an addict who can’t get a fix. And just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, you’re willing to do anything for love.”


― Paulo Coelho, By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept


“Yes, my mind was wandering. I wished I were there with someone who could bring peace to my heart someone with whom I could spend a little time without being afraid that i would lose him the next day. With that reassurance, the time would pass more slowly. We could be silent for a while because we'd know we had the rest of our lives together for conversation. I wouldn't have to worry about serious matters, about difficult decisions and hard words.”

― Paulo Coelho, By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept


“But how will I know who my Soulmate is?” Brida felt that this was one of the most important questions she had ever asked in her life.

By taking risks’ she said to Brida. ‘ By risking failure, disappointment, disillusion, but never ceasing in you search for Love. As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end.”

― Paulo Coelho, Brida


“Really important meetings are planned by the souls long before the bodies see each other.
Generally speaking, these meetings occur when we reach a limit, when we need to die and be reborn emotionally. These meetings are waiting for us, but more often than not, we avoid them happening. If we are desperate, though, if we have nothing to lose, or if we are full of enthusiasm for life, then the unknown reveals itself, and our universe changes direction.”

― Paulo Coelho, Eleven Minutes


“Love like rain, can nourish from above, drenching couples with a soaking joy. But sometimes under the angry heat of life, love dries on the surface and must nourish from below, tending to its roots keeping itself alive.”

― Paulo Coelho, By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept



“…but something always went wrong, and the relationship would end precisely at the moment when she was sure that this was the person with whom she wanted to spend the rest of her life. After a long time, she came to the conclusion that men brought only pain, frustration, suffering and a sense of time dragging.”

― Paulo Coelho, Eleven Minutes

My toys...

To call it a mid-life crisis would be too pessimistic, so..it's a 1/3-life crisis that I'm having now...

It's not really impulse buying, I've wanted a Diana F+ since 3 years ago...the sales assistant was giving me a funny look coz with the instagram and a lots of apps nowadays, people don't do analogues anymore...siap cakap "dah 4 bulan takde org beli benda ni kak"...huhuhu

The shoes pulak I've wanted since December...tapi belum ada jodoh lagi coz during the Christmas sales, I couldn't get the size + colour + design that I want at the discounted price that I wanted (perempuan songeh). So alang-alang dah nak beli...let's go crazy with the colour...hehehehe, can't wait to use it for my department's field trip in 2 weeks time and my travels, of course...

Oh...who's that girl with the red shoes? :)))

Back to writing

I thought I've hidden my blog since August last year but did not realize I accidentally opened it sometime in between then and now until I felt a sudden urge to write again today.

So yeah....siapa nak baca omelan perempuan psycho silakan lah melawat ye...

Happy New Year 2013 yang dah nak masuk February by the way..